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I am on the old rails. I am sitting around and doing nothing again. I sleep a lot. I ignore my English tasks. I eat a lot of sugar. My weight is old at  November level. It is a very sad situation. The saddest thing is to doubt and to fear about failing of the main aim (I even afraid to write it).

Where is the Way? The Way is in Willpower. I feel my Willpower. I feel the wind of changes. I know happy changes are happening. I believe our path is the happiest in the whole Universe.

We are winners of Green Card,

Due to We are Pure Luck!

 

I do not declare the 10 pins-rules and therefore my first day was not a productive. I try to establish the measurable 10 rules-pins. Measurable means “action is done or not”.

1. Wake up at 07.30 – 08.00

2. Listen to Philosopher’s Zone podcast

3. Read New York Times article with dictionary

4. Bring dishes to dishwasher

5. Fix my food in loseit app diary

6. Blogging

7. Smile by my whole body

8. My exercises

9. Meditation: We are Winners of Green Card, Due to We are Pure Luck!

10. Unconditional love to Margo and Victor

Mmmm it is rather difficult to install 10 rules for myself. I do my best to archive the day-strike. Day-Strike is happy day full of positive thoughts, emotions, English words, healthy food and dreams about new motherland New York.

I have written the press release for Perfect Game. I like this job. The most important and pleasant part to fill our location New York! We live and work in New York City!

Well, about Perfect Game. I am going to play My Perfect Game. The rules are simple. 12 strikes are equal 12 days. Strike is a day the plan of it is realized.

Tomorrow will the first day – strike. 10 pins are 10 tasks.

We are winners of Green Card, Due to we are Pure Luck!

 

We are the Winners of Green Card,

 

Due to We are Pure Luck!

New York is Beautiful. New York is new and challenging. New York is the cultural centre of the world.

It is enough for sincere desire to live here, is not it?

I do not follow by my own promises. My sin today is chocolate biscuits. Really a lot. I can say it is does not mean anything and other self defense sentences. But truth is obvious. I am loser today.

To win Green Card is a pure luck. It do not depends from anything. If my destiny is to live in USA, I will live there.

What can I change in my destiny? I can be successful person. I can be loser. I can be strong. I can be weak. OK, the first I can choose where the way I am going on. To be successful is challenging and fan. To be loser is sitting around and doing nothing. At today’s stage of my destiny’s development I am on the second side. I am sitting around and doing nothing. Am I happy?

I am happy when I feel my place in the world. I want to realize my talents and thoughts. I want to create the business of my life. I choose active and good life.

I have to remove my family to New York. I won DVLottery 2012!

There are 90 days to the 1st of May. I feel I am the winner of DV lottery 2012. I see pure white light which fulfills all my cells. I know the light is Luck!

I have a lot of work to do for 90 days.

Improving English is the main task. Every minute is new word.

Building the beautiful body is the main task. Healthy food and thoughts are fundamental for the next stage of “We are the winners of DV Lottery 2012!”

My inner baby is a 5 y.o. baby who weeping and crying “no”. She is a very beautiful baby. I am saying her, ” I love you! I am always with you! You are the most precious creature in Universe”.  I want her to smile. I hug her and kiss her face and little hands.

I know my crying little baby is my fear and doubt, my pain and past wounds. I am healing my inner baby by love and tenderness. When I meet doubts and fears I know it is my inner baby is frightened by something unknown, something which seems not safe.

I am tender with my inner baby. I am very attentive to her.

Today is 100 days to the 1st of May. I thought, I planed changing my style of life. I want to correct my nutrition. I want to think about myself positively. I want to overcome my negative useless habits.

About nutrition – I dream about raw nutrition style. I would like to nourish my body rainbow’s  food. I am failed today by my own starvation. It is huge. It is tempting. I could brush my teeth, I could listen Mozart, but I did not do it. Instead I had a fat waffles and chicken soup. I hope tomorrow will be different.

Thinking positively about myself is the task I am working on. I visit my reflexologist for acupuncture session and try to relax and work with my fears and pains. It is very good. I imagine the antenna of  Chrysler tower. I am the antenna of Chrysler tower and I communicate with Universe. I see on the sky in star’s mosaic  “We are the winners of DVLottery 2012!”. I hear the Universe’s reply, “You are the winners of DVLottery 2012!” I am happy in this moments.

The next exercise is diary of affirmation. Every night I write the affirmations.

Be continued.

Hello God!

Today is Old New Year Eve. Tonight is magical. Tonight I am begging You to come true my Dream! I know I am Your the most loving baby and my Wish is law for You.

Thank You, God, for blessing us!