Author: Glorialana

We are the Winners of Green Card,

 

Due to We are Pure Luck!

New York is Beautiful. New York is new and challenging. New York is the cultural centre of the world.

It is enough for sincere desire to live here, is not it?

I do not follow by my own promises. My sin today is chocolate biscuits. Really a lot. I can say it is does not mean anything and other self defense sentences. But truth is obvious. I am loser today.

To win Green Card is a pure luck. It do not depends from anything. If my destiny is to live in USA, I will live there.

What can I change in my destiny? I can be successful person. I can be loser. I can be strong. I can be weak. OK, the first I can choose where the way I am going on. To be successful is challenging and fan. To be loser is sitting around and doing nothing. At today’s stage of my destiny’s development I am on the second side. I am sitting around and doing nothing. Am I happy?

I am happy when I feel my place in the world. I want to realize my talents and thoughts. I want to create the business of my life. I choose active and good life.

I have to remove my family to New York. I won DVLottery 2012!

There are 90 days to the 1st of May. I feel I am the winner of DV lottery 2012. I see pure white light which fulfills all my cells. I know the light is Luck!

I have a lot of work to do for 90 days.

Improving English is the main task. Every minute is new word.

Building the beautiful body is the main task. Healthy food and thoughts are fundamental for the next stage of “We are the winners of DV Lottery 2012!”

My inner baby is a 5 y.o. baby who weeping and crying “no”. She is a very beautiful baby. I am saying her, ” I love you! I am always with you! You are the most precious creature in Universe”.  I want her to smile. I hug her and kiss her face and little hands.

I know my crying little baby is my fear and doubt, my pain and past wounds. I am healing my inner baby by love and tenderness. When I meet doubts and fears I know it is my inner baby is frightened by something unknown, something which seems not safe.

I am tender with my inner baby. I am very attentive to her.

Today is 100 days to the 1st of May. I thought, I planed changing my style of life. I want to correct my nutrition. I want to think about myself positively. I want to overcome my negative useless habits.

About nutrition – I dream about raw nutrition style. I would like to nourish my body rainbow’s  food. I am failed today by my own starvation. It is huge. It is tempting. I could brush my teeth, I could listen Mozart, but I did not do it. Instead I had a fat waffles and chicken soup. I hope tomorrow will be different.

Thinking positively about myself is the task I am working on. I visit my reflexologist for acupuncture session and try to relax and work with my fears and pains. It is very good. I imagine the antenna of  Chrysler tower. I am the antenna of Chrysler tower and I communicate with Universe. I see on the sky in star’s mosaic  “We are the winners of DVLottery 2012!”. I hear the Universe’s reply, “You are the winners of DVLottery 2012!” I am happy in this moments.

The next exercise is diary of affirmation. Every night I write the affirmations.

Be continued.

Hello God!

Today is Old New Year Eve. Tonight is magical. Tonight I am begging You to come true my Dream! I know I am Your the most loving baby and my Wish is law for You.

Thank You, God, for blessing us!

 

 

Happy New Year! Wish you The Dream come true!

OK, my diary of self development is my helper on my way to my Dream. You know it is my portrait. It is spontaneous and messy. So am I. And I am a creation of God and I am Perfection. No less.

There are 118 days until the 1st of May. Each day is step to Dream. Each day is precious.

I live in fair tale. I live in paradise.

 

Today is Happy shopping day. I have bought velvet skirt, suede trousers, silk trousers and brown boots. It is new experience  I have never wear a suede trousers. Congratulations!

I love clothing, I want a lot of clothing. I adore silk, suede, velvet, leather and fur. Someday I will have the wardrobe of my Dream.

I broke the rule to get up at 7.30. I broke the rule to eat only fruits and vegetables. Tomorrow will different. I promise.

It is funny thing my detox, to say exactly the program “detox” is ended at the first minute of installing it. The reason is simple. This program was not valid for me. I have to play with myself. Severe conditions are not for me. OK, lets play in “new expirience” game. Code name is GEN Game in New Experience.

The rules are simple. I know what “to eat a lot of sweets” means. New experience is what “to eat only fruits and vegetables”. I know what “to sleep till 10.30” means. New experience is what “to get up at 7.30”.

According to the new roles I will get up up 7.30 with alarm clock. My morning tasks: listening Philosopher’s Zone, and I have prepared the nice film “Scott Pilgrim vs the World”. It can be nice motivator to get up.

Will see tomorrow!