I live now!

Do you think I am always confident in my intention to remove my family to USA? The answer is simple. Yes, I have fears and doubts. I really have a fears to not win the lottery. I have a doubts to win the lottery.

Where is the way? To live now is the way. Today is the best day of my life, today I enjoy and share my happiness.

Today my Margo is 2.5 years old. We are parents for 2.5 years. We are very happy family.

My life is good, I feel good.

We are Winners of Green Card,

Due to We are Pure LOVE!

Dream Big

Today is happy day. I have found a nice inspiration song.

When you cry be sure to dry your eyes
‘Cause better days are sure to come
And when you smile be sure to smile wide
Don’t let them know that they have won
And when you walk, walk with pride
Don’t show the hurt inside
Because the pain will soon be gone

And when you dream, dream big
As big as the ocean blue
‘Cause when you dream it might come true
When you dream, dream big

When you laugh be sure to laugh out loud
‘Cause it will carry all your cares away
And when you see, see the beauty all around and in yourself
And it’ll help you feel okay
And when you pray, pray for strength
To help you carry on
When the troubles come your way

And when you dream, dream big
As big as the ocean blue
‘Cause when you dream it might come true
When you dream, dream big

When you laugh be sure to laugh out loud
‘Cause it will carry all your cares away
And when you see, see the beauty all around and in yourself
And it’ll help you feel okay
And when you pray, pray for strength
To help you carry on
When the troubles come your way

And when you dream, dream big
As big as the ocean blue
‘Cause when you dream it might come true
When you dream, dream big

We are winners of Green Card,

Due to We are Pure Luck!

 

Fantastic Coincidence

In my meditation I image myself as antenna of Chrysler Building. I see Sun made from my family. Centre of Sun is Margarita, my daughter. My disk embraces her. The biggest disk is Victor, my husband. I feel column of light through my spine. I pray to win DVLottery 2012.

Yesterday I saw nice clip from creators of The Secret film. The first shot of the video is Chrysler Building!

We are winners of Green Card,

Due to we are Pure Luck!

Universe’s Protection

I have observed the case with my Margarita. She rose on the ladder while I was crying that it is forbidden. Old woman was raising near my daughter and telling a sad store about child who hurt himself very badly last year by really angry voice. At this moment Margo had failed on my hands, I catch her. She did not hurt seriously. She is protected by Universe. Thank you, Universe, for protecting us.

WillPower is working. I hear inner voice which is definitely voice of WillPower when I am going to do something by my old habit. Life is happily changing every moment.

We are Winners of Green Card,

Due to we are Pure Luck!

 

WillPower button is On

Willpower button is on. The button is in my brain. I am going on the strict diet. I am going to do my English exercises.  I am going to fit my body and mind in positive meditation and visualization.

Where is my motivation? The first point is my desire to live in New York. The next points are sequence  from the first: I am open to new happy experience, and enjoy it every moment of my life. I want to develop my Destiny in happy self actualizing way. I want to uncover my exceptional beauty. I want to enjoy and share happiness with my husband and daughter.

I have to be serious with myself. We all have only the one way to raise or to fail.

 

I am on the old rails

I am on the old rails. I am sitting around and doing nothing again. I sleep a lot. I ignore my English tasks. I eat a lot of sugar. My weight is old at  November level. It is a very sad situation. The saddest thing is to doubt and to fear about failing of the main aim (I even afraid to write it).

Where is the Way? The Way is in Willpower. I feel my Willpower. I feel the wind of changes. I know happy changes are happening. I believe our path is the happiest in the whole Universe.

We are winners of Green Card,

Due to We are Pure Luck!

 

The 1st day was not Strike

I do not declare the 10 pins-rules and therefore my first day was not a productive. I try to establish the measurable 10 rules-pins. Measurable means “action is done or not”.

1. Wake up at 07.30 – 08.00

2. Listen to Philosopher’s Zone podcast

3. Read New York Times article with dictionary

4. Bring dishes to dishwasher

5. Fix my food in loseit app diary

6. Blogging

7. Smile by my whole body

8. My exercises

9. Meditation: We are Winners of Green Card, Due to We are Pure Luck!

10. Unconditional love to Margo and Victor

Mmmm it is rather difficult to install 10 rules for myself. I do my best to archive the day-strike. Day-Strike is happy day full of positive thoughts, emotions, English words, healthy food and dreams about new motherland New York.

My Perfect Game

I have written the press release for Perfect Game. I like this job. The most important and pleasant part to fill our location New York! We live and work in New York City!

Well, about Perfect Game. I am going to play My Perfect Game. The rules are simple. 12 strikes are equal 12 days. Strike is a day the plan of it is realized.

Tomorrow will the first day – strike. 10 pins are 10 tasks.

We are winners of Green Card, Due to we are Pure Luck!