Willpower button is on. The button is in my brain. I am going on the strict diet. I am going to do my English exercises.  I am going to fit my body and mind in positive meditation and visualization.

Where is my motivation? The first point is my desire to live in New York. The next points are sequence  from the first: I am open to new happy experience, and enjoy it every moment of my life. I want to develop my Destiny in happy self actualizing way. I want to uncover my exceptional beauty. I want to enjoy and share happiness with my husband and daughter.

I have to be serious with myself. We all have only the one way to raise or to fail.