Two Options

Hello God!

Thank You for our happy lives. Thank You for our Perfection. Yes, we are Perfect. We are Your Masterpieces.

Today is a happy day. I have had nice and miraculous meeting with my old friend. My friend is Saint Nicolai. We know each other for a long time I even can not remember how we met. It seems I know Him all my life. We have met in church. He looks well, he is Saint. He is my protector and adviser. I said, “Hello Nicolai, how are you?  I am OK because of You. You are my  ambassador in celestial kingdom. Thank You for everything I have in my life. I am asking to be selected in DVLottery 2014 and moving to USA to wealth and happiness. I am asking a beautiful velvet clothing and gold jewelry as You have. I am happy to know I worth every desires, every wishes and dreams I have. Of course I order the golden nimbus as yours.” We were happily laughing when we spoke with each other.

In another church I were flying around golden energetic stream. It goes to Cosmos with my wish of luck, with my wish to win. The stream in huge and sparkling. Everything is possible.

I have answer from Brian Johnston. “Abraham Maslow said that in any given moment we have two options: to step forward into growth or to step back into safety. I love that. I like to think of it this way: We wake up in the morning. Is our first act a step forward (we get up immediately; we say the mantra we committed to; whatever) or do we step back into safety (stay in bed; hit snooze; etc.)?

OK. How about the next moment? Forward or back? Forward or back? Forward or back? Moment to moment to moment… Fast forward to the end of the day. Where are you?”

So everything depends on my choice between forward or back.  My choice is forward.

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Perfect Life!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Love!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Luck!

 

 

Hello Spring!

Hello God!

Thank You very much for creating us. We are Your Masterpieces. We are Your Creation made by the Highest  Inspiration. I feel Your Inspiration inside me. I see the color of It. It is light blue. I am flying in the flow of this blu light.

Today is significant day. Today is the first day of spring. “Oh, Spring,Spiring, I am happy to meet You. I know you will bring a lot of joy and love. I feel your young energy you are in hurry to share with me. I see your Great Surprise you prepare for us. We are the Winners of Green Card is in May!”, I am singing.

Really I am feeling unusual sense of easiness and lightness. I love my condition. I am really in good mood to meet young Spring.

“To find the happiness we all desire we have to figure out: (1) what to do, (2) how to do it, (3) where to get the strength to get it done. … Even when we seem to be hung up on what to do or how to do it this hang-up is rarely the real problem. The problem is we don’t have the strength to do what will make us happy. It is hard for us to admit to ourselves that we don’t have what it takes so we tend to rationalize, to weep and wail about not knowing what to do or how to do it. As much as we may complain, we usually know that what we lack is not the know-how, but the strength.” ~ William Glasser

I am full of strength. I know Spring wants me to be happy. Below the spring’s photo of my daughter when she was about 9 months old. She is 4 y.o. now(Oh, my God, how time is fast). I think today’s beginning of Spring looks like exactly in the same way. True Joyfulness and expressing endless Love to Live!

JoyWe are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Perfect Life!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Love!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Luck!

Good Bye, Beautiful February’13!

Hello God!

Thank You very much for our lives. Thank You for this possibility to feel You Great Job by every cells and atoms. I am mesmerized by perfect system of time’s order. I am grateful for my past, now and future. Thank You for this wonderful and miraculous February’13.

I am saying “Good Bye!” to February 2013. “You are awesome. You are productive and happy. I am happy in You, dear February’13. And I am a little sad, because I know You will never return. You will never repeat. I am endlessly grateful for your being in my life. Thank You!”

Yes, February’13 is a productive month. I can congratulate myself with completion of two important commitments: I am writing here every day and I am reading a book in English, one in a month. I swim twice a week regularly. It is a great achievement. Bravo, Glorialana!

My attention in March’13 goes to preparing the piano concert and detoxing my mind and body. So I continue  writing a post, reading English, swimming, and add preparing the piano concert and detoxing my mind and body every day. Daily rituals are here. I have a good theoretical fundament. I know how discipline turns to blissipline and how important to realize my Masterpieceness. I am Power. I have ultimate Power form the day I was born.

“Authentic power is not something you wield over others. Authentic power is the force of a greater potential moving through you 
in service of something bigger than you. It’s a move from “power over” to “power with” – a co-created sense of power that comes from empowering others to step into their greatness so that together we might create something new.

Yet there is still another level available – the “power of riding the wave.”

Beyond “power over” and “power with” is a wave of energy created by the greater potential waiting to emerge. This wave of potential is a much greater power than any of us can muster on our own or even call forth as shared power from within the group. When we tap into this wave of potential and ask, “What wants to happen?” in a project, goal, or circumstance, we step beyond our personal stake into something much larger than ourselves – a huge wave of energy that is pure potential wanting to manifest. And it is in that moment that the project or goal truly takes off toward serving the greatest good.

Tap into this wave of potential, feel it, listen to it, and sense its energy. The wave itself will teach you how to ride it. It’s an intuitive process that demands surrender to something greater than you. Acknowledge this potential as the true source of power for your project. Become a steward for that potential. Partner with it. Ride the wave and follow the energy.” by Alan Seale.

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Perfect Life!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Love!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Luck!

 

 

 

 

Main Need

Hello God!
Thank You for creating us. Thank You for Your Great Job to keep whole word in harmony and order. I know that some facts can seem contradictory, it happens due to different level of personal development. The world is unfathomable. I think a person who accepts the world in his multi-poly-diversity without doubts in the highest order can be named as full development.

“Musicians must make music, artists must paint, poets must write if they are to be ultimately at peace with themselves. What human beings can be, they must be. They must be true to their own nature. This need we may call self-actualization… It refers to man’s desire for self-fulfillment, namely to the tendency for him to become actually in what he is potentially: to become everything one is capable of becoming.” ~ Abraham Maslow

“Abraham Maslow believed that the need to grow, to reach our potential, and to self-actualize is an absolutely fundamental need.

According to Maslow, this need to actualize is not a “wish” or a “desire” or a “sure would be nice to have” kind of thing. It’s a NEED (like that need we have for oxygen). To the extent that we’ve taken care of our more basic needs and we’re not satisfying this need to self-actualize, we’re gonna live with anxiety, regret and disillusionment.

The specific manifestation of our self-actualizing process is obviously unique and varies greatly from person to person. As Maslow points out, in one individual it may “take the form of the desire to be an excellent parent, in another it may be expressed athletically, and in still another it may be expressed in painting pictures or in inventing things.” However, in all cases, the question remains: What must you be?” by Brian Johnston.

What must I am? This is the question. I must be what I can be according the Highest Law of Perfect Order we all live in. We all need to realize our masterpieceness.

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Perfect Life!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Love!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Luck!

Will is a Skill

Hello God!

Thank You very much for creating us. We are truly Your Masterpieces. We are endlessly grateful to live. To live means to realize The Masterpieceness I am gifted from my birth. It is a long wonderful and miraculous lifelong way. And I love My beautiful unique way. To complete this way in full and happy way I have to train my will. Will is a skill. Will is important because it supports discipline.

I like Brian Johnston’s word “Blissipline”. Oh, sorry , the word is from here: “The transition from the egoic self to the Authentic Self requires discipline… The good news is that discipline eventually becomes what I call a “blissipline” because it leads to playing our part with integrity, dignity, elegance, passion, and deep contentment.” ~ Michael Bernard Beckwith from Spiritual Liberation.

As Beckwith says: “We’ve all experienced how discipline sometimes causes an automatic rebellion or resistance within us. We don’t like the energy around the word discipline, perhaps because of the place it has occupied in our upbringing, education or religion. However, a healthy view of discipline keeps us on track in areas of our life where we’ve determined to make a change. Discipline is a practice of self-love, self-respect, and surrender that results in freedom.” I looooove it!

I love to quote Lao-tzu’s wisdom on discipline, Brian Johnston says. If the ultimate “go with the flow” guru has this to say about it, I take it pretty seriously: “Don’t think you can attain total awareness and whole enlightenment without proper discipline and practice. This is egomania. Appropriate rituals channel your emotions and life energy toward the light. Without the discipline to practice them, you will tumble constantly backward into darkness.”  Every words in the quote are pearls of wisdom.

“One more brilliant thought from Beckwith to drive this Idea home (it’s BIG!!): “The gift of self-discipline is that it has the power to take you beyond the reasoning of temporary emotion to freedom. Think of how empowered you’ve felt on occasions when you haven’t given in to the “I don’t feel like it” syndrome and honored your commitment to yourself. What does not feeling like it have to do with it? The combination of love for something with the willingness to do what it takes to practice it—discipline—results in freedom.” by Brian Johnston.

Will is a Skill. Will is a way to realize the way and My Masterpieceness. My will is strong. I am Power and Beautywill.

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Perfect Life!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Love!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Luck!

 

 

 

Sweet-empty-ness of Dream

Hello God!
Thank You very much for this possibility to breath. It is miracle to have an ability to breath. If you have this ability you live. I have, I live. Thank You for miracle of life.

Today is wonderful day. I made a good acquaintance with a good man. He is father of Denis’s girl friend. I know better who is my brother Denis. Yes, I have a sister and a brother. I have never written about him here. Denis is a good guy but he has a problem about his fantasy. He is little wounded boy. I will help him to be different. The problem is in his chronicle lie. Life is wise and big. Who knows perhaps he will bring his fantasies in a good life changing book.

The situation have opened my own old wounds. The most painful is betrayal of my kid’s promises. I promised to myself to be the best and successful woman in Europe. I promised to myself to wear the best clothing and shoes and to live in beautiful 5 beds apartment in a good country from the top 5 the happiest countries. What do I have now? Where are my fantasies and promises? Is my way right now?

I was going to write about sweetness of dreams. Instead, it seems I am writing about poison of dreams. I remember about unimaginable diversity of life I allow this very moment  to be sad. It is all about emptiness.

“In the last chapter we spoke about the hidden potential in all things—what the Buddhists have always called ‘emptiness.’ We saw, clearly, that nothing that ever happens to us is a good thing or a bad thing from its own side, because—if it were—then everyone else would experience it that way as well. For example, our irritating person at work would strike everyone else in exactly the same way, if his or her ‘irritatingness’ were something inside that was flowing out of that individual and flying across the room to us. In reality though there is almost always someone who finds the person good and lovable.” ~ Geshe Michael Roach

“This is one of the key ideas of the book: NOTHING has meaning outside of that which we give it. Nothing has any *absolute* meaning because, if it did, then EVERYONE would experience it EXACTLY the same, ALL THE TIME. Everything, as the Buddhists say, is “empty” of meaning.” Brian Johnston

Again and again:

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Perfect Life!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Love!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Luck!

Celebrating Sunday

Hello God!
Thank You for creating us. We are Your Masterpieces. We are the happiest people on our planet. Our Way is miraculous and light. I will never stop to enjoy this beauty and love of my life. I am endlessly grateful for my body. My brain is genius. My face is reflection of beauty of all flowers I have seen. I am full of Your Great Inspiration to create my reality where love is a ruler.

Today is a happy Sunday. We are enjoying each others company. We are watching an interesting video “how it made” about delicious cakes. I love our company.

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Perfect Life!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Love!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due We are Pure Luck!

Practice Soft Heart

Hello God!

Thank You very much for today. I know about the Diversity’s right for every moment and day.

So today is a little rrr.. furious. My madness begun from new hair cut. I am wild how short its now. It is discomforting and annoying. As a consequence my Margo was suffering, I had smitten her art-cut paper. She was crying, I wanted to cry. And my angry for this “new” hair was stronger than wish to cry. I hated our apartments, this city of mediocrities, this country, this “whole mess I am living in”. Hormones were joking, I understood. I said my daughter “Sorry, I made a mistake.”

We went sleeping after all and this action was wise. Now we are new. I am tolerant with mess my husband with daughter made on. I am calm about our apartment and country. I am keeping softness of my heart. I am changing my attitude to house-family interactions by positive way of thinking and acting. Congratulations! I am Core of our kingdom. Happiness and well being of my family depends on me. I will practice.

“Just like yoga, prayer, meditation, physical exercise, intellectual learning, or watering seeds of love in a marriage, cultivating financial awareness is a lifelong practice that can yield incredible results.” ~ Brent Kessel

Epictetus, the Roman Stoic philosopher tells: “No great thing is created suddenly, any more than a bunch of grapes or a fig. If you tell me that you desire a fig, I answer that there must be time. Let it first blossom, then bear fruit, then ripen.” 

 Today I have uncovered a spot I will work with. A mess comes first. It is perennial question. It will move in California with us due to it is a part of our life. I am laughing and my daughter are ordering her toys. I am drinking a tea and feeling happiness.

Thank You for every moment of my beautiful and miraculous life. I am Power and Beauty in every conditions in every moments of my life. Because I am You.

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Perfect Life!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Love!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Luck!

Wave of Joy

Hello God!

Thank You very much for this world. Thank You for creating us every moment by Your Inspiration.

Today is miraculous day. Today I am ensured in Great Truth I am writing here by magic wave of joy. I felt It suddenly. I felt It in swimming pool. It was a Wave of Joy. Suddenly I become the happiest person on the planet. Thank You for understanding I am You. I am God. I am Creator. I have everything You have. From this moment I will respect every my cell and atom. From this moment I respect each my thoughts and wishes.

I love my life. I live every moment in happiness, creativity and realization. I live my unique life.

“You are to become a creator, not a competitor; you are going to get what you want, but in such a way that when you get it every other man will have more than he has now.” ~ Wallace D. Wattles

“Imagine choosing to live from a place of pure creativity—where we go inside and offer the world what is best within us. We create from a place of joy and overflow—having fun as we give our unique gifts to the world, creating incredible value as we serve as true creators.” by Brian Johnston

I am flying in joyful waves. Thank You for today and for now. I love this picture by  Janice Van Cronkhite “Wave of Joy”. It reflects what I am thinking about.

WaveOfJoyWe are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Perfect Life!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Love!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Luck!

Stream of Inspiration

Hello God!

Thank You very much for creating us. I am Your Masterpiece. I am gifted by Your Power to Create. Thank You for Your Stream of Inspiration which goes through my way every moment of my life.

Today I have met a little discomfort and pain. I begin to understand that an every moment has right to be different. I can meet sad or angry or fearful even ferocious moments in my life. The question is in what I am going to do with them to prevent their negative influence.

All diversity of emotional conditions is reflection how we allow to go though us Your Stream of Inspiration. You do not want any of us  to be mediocrity. Mediocrity is a sin and betrayal of our creative nature. So Power of Your Inspiration is Great. We are all Creators. I am Creator. I accept the fact with joy and responsibility.

Discomfort is a good sign of changes.

“Every positive change–every jump to a higher level of energy and awareness–involves a rite of passage. Each time to ascend to a higher rung on the ladder of personal evolution, we must go through a period of discomfort, of initiation. I have never found an exception”. Dan Milman.

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Perfect Life!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Love!

We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Luck!