I do not know what to write. Criticizing of myself is useless. It does not work.
I sleep a lot as usual. I do not read, write and listen my English lessons. Motivation is weak. I am sleeping. I do nothing.
I need a job. I am becoming mad without people, pupils, communications.
Wow! I have received the boots. Its are perfect. I have never have so beautiful boots. I adore ebay.com. I am great fan of this site. I dream about huge wardrobe!!!
My loosing weight process has stopped. I have to cut off my usual meal. But especially at evenings I am hungry. I am trying to overcome ourself.
I have a good mood today. I will try to save this mood.
I am worrying about boots ordering on ebay.com. I have not received its. I am really nervous. Where are my boots? Ay!!! How many chances have I to receive it? I hope USPS works well.
My life is empty. It is sad. I sleep a lot. I need to do something with this problem. My life is waving. One day I am full of ideas and energy, the other day I am in full apathy. How to find the way to live in the first case?
My blog is not interesting for myself. It can not be interesting for somebody else. I have to wake up.
It is sad not to follow by your own rules. My “new life” is sarcastically named. I am old. I am lazy and old. I have small brain activity. I am falling into degradation.
Three days were wasted without any posts and thoughts. Where is my reading? Where are my nice companies with a good clever people? Have I got any excuse? Yes, of course. I always find the way to “support” myself.
I do not know how to wake up. I do not know how to be in harmony with myself. I need help.
So becoming great demands health, energy, system, vitality.
I have system of my food and exercises. I eat at 10/12/14/16/18. I exclude all sweets, factory cakes. I do my exercises every day. It is absolutely clear for me. My health and weight are OK.
I have energy. I do not know how to increase my energy by soul. My working with affirmation and visualization is not regular. I need to think about it.
System of my improving the piano skills is poor. It is absent almost. It is bad.
Vitality depends on emotions and positive thoughts. I am generally happy. My thoughts are positive.
I am reading a very good book about pianists. There are some quotations from it.
“Personality is the virtuoso’s one great unassailable stronghold.”
“The one thing which gives value to any piece of art, whether it be book, or picture, or music, is that subtle and evasive thing which is called personality.”
“The greatest thing in the artist’s life is work.”
“Success demands strong-willed discipline and the most lofty standards imaginable.”
“If you have the unextinguishable fire within your soul, if you have the talent from on high, if you have health,energy,system, vitality, nothing can stop you from becoming great.”
Perfect body is for beautiful clothes. No exercises – no perfect body. I know this axiom. I am doing exercises every day. To be on the diet is not as easy as ABC for me. I even see meal in my dreams. It is funny.
I know exactly to build your own body is really hard work. There is no “secret indigrient”. It is true for success and self actualization.
I am in apathy today. I do not want to do noting. I am overcoming yourself. My self discipline is strict, my diet is continuing.
I want to add English reading – 10 pages in a day for example. My posts are not interesting – 20 sentences in a day. Sharing new words, new thought with world is essential for me. It is my way to Creativity.
The day was wonderful. We were at swimming pool. We were walking in nice park. Trees are golden. It was very beautiful. I like Autumn.
Today I was on the piano class. I am going to return my piano skills and I begin to do it. It is incredible how I miss my piano! Half of my life I spent with the piano. It is closer to me than anybody. It helped me in difficult times.
I love my job. I am teacher of music.
I what to play this piece. I begin to learn it.
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