It is sad not to follow by your own rules. My “new life” is sarcastically named. I am old. I am lazy and old. I have small brain activity. I am falling into degradation.
Three days were wasted without any posts and thoughts. Where is my reading? Where are my nice companies with a good clever people? Have I got any excuse? Yes, of course. I always find the way to “support” myself.
I do not know how to wake up. I do not know how to be in harmony with myself. I need help.
So becoming great demands health, energy, system, vitality.
I have system of my food and exercises. I eat at 10/12/14/16/18. I exclude all sweets, factory cakes. I do my exercises every day. It is absolutely clear for me. My health and weight are OK.
I have energy. I do not know how to increase my energy by soul. My working with affirmation and visualization is not regular. I need to think about it.
System of my improving the piano skills is poor. It is absent almost. It is bad.
Vitality depends on emotions and positive thoughts. I am generally happy. My thoughts are positive.
I am reading a very good book about pianists. There are some quotations from it.
“Personality is the virtuoso’s one great unassailable stronghold.”
“The one thing which gives value to any piece of art, whether it be book, or picture, or music, is that subtle and evasive thing which is called personality.”
“The greatest thing in the artist’s life is work.”
“Success demands strong-willed discipline and the most lofty standards imaginable.”
“If you have the unextinguishable fire within your soul, if you have the talent from on high, if you have health,energy,system, vitality, nothing can stop you from becoming great.”
Perfect body is for beautiful clothes. No exercises – no perfect body. I know this axiom. I am doing exercises every day. To be on the diet is not as easy as ABC for me. I even see meal in my dreams. It is funny.
I know exactly to build your own body is really hard work. There is no “secret indigrient”. It is true for success and self actualization.
I am in apathy today. I do not want to do noting. I am overcoming yourself. My self discipline is strict, my diet is continuing.
I want to add English reading – 10 pages in a day for example. My posts are not interesting – 20 sentences in a day. Sharing new words, new thought with world is essential for me. It is my way to Creativity.
The day was wonderful. We were at swimming pool. We were walking in nice park. Trees are golden. It was very beautiful. I like Autumn.
Today I was on the piano class. I am going to return my piano skills and I begin to do it. It is incredible how I miss my piano! Half of my life I spent with the piano. It is closer to me than anybody. It helped me in difficult times.
I love my job. I am teacher of music.
I what to play this piece. I begin to learn it.
I am on the diet. It is not easy.
I’ll overcome yourself!
Today at the morning I spent a half of hour in a very wonderful company with James Cameron (of course online TED conference).
He said, “Your imagination is creating reality”. It is nice due to my rich imagination. I will try.
I heard the most important advice, “Don’t put limitations on yourself. Other people will do that for you, don’t do it for yourself, don’t bet against yourself. And take risks.”
“Failure is an option, but fear is not”, said James Cameron. Thank you very much indeed. This words are very important and influential for me.
Yesterday was a remarkable day. I began the process to Dream. Big Dream changes whole life of my family. Hope was born. It is very important.
Tonight I saw the dream, fantastic dream. I was giving a birth to child. Naturally I felt the process of birth. It is a very good sign.
I am changing and whole world is changing with me every moment of my breath. I love my life.
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