Mission to Illuminate

Hello God!

Thank You for the Light we are all created from and for our gift to illuminate a hearts of each other. I missed your smiling and beautiful eyes very much. I am very sorry for my so long absence. With my every words now I am destroying the iron block the witch of procrastination had built between us.

You know I allowed her to do this evil with me – her whisper “It will only take a minute” put me on a slippery slope toward my personal hell of shaming myself and guilt for chronic procrastination. I heard her seductive voice: “I’ll just check my emails, weather, Facebook, ebay, etc. — it will only take a minute”- now, hours, no hours, more than two month (!!!), I am still there, in the dark prison of the witch of procrastination.

Angel Wings

The artist Victor Nizovtsev is my lifesaver. His angels have treated me from my pain of shaming and given me freedom from bearing this heavy bag of guilt.

They have answered my most important questions about my life’s mission. Who I am? Why I am? What should I do with my breath and existence?

Angel Hand

Here are the answers:

“You are an angel of light,

Painting smile in a beating hearts.

It is important for you. –

Your gift is illuminating souls.

All things are connected,

The water  unites us all.

Your light is in every eyes,

Your smile is our reflection.”

Magic Lamp

My life’s mission is to illuminate your soul. For the mission I have found really special film.

The film tells the story of a man living in a world controlled and timed by light. Every morning, the inhabitants of that world are woken up and pulled to their jobs by sunlight, as if this was some sort of magnet. Please enjoy.

I do hope I have completed my mission for today.

Thank you for my soul you are illuminating now by your smile in your eyes.

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9 thoughts on “Mission to Illuminate

    1. Dear Linda,
      Thank you for your supporting and enlightening my way. Always happy to be near you, even when I am deeply frozen. Your warmness inspires and saves!
      Hug you!

  1. Just know that writing is a gift to yourself as well as to others. Taking time to share one’s soul’s light feels like nothing else. I, too, always find reasons that take me away from my love. But the draw of the written word satisfies me in ways nothing else can. Know we wait for your words and dreams and thoughts. Start with a sentence, then walk away. More will come. Promise.

    1. My dear Goddess! You know I think you can not imagine how your words have kicked me from the long coma I was. It is incredibly how exactly you read my condition and how I am endlessly grateful for your friendship.Thank you million times. You are my life saver.

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