Thank You for extraordinary today. Today I feel a great relief after heart-to-heart talking with my husband. I have experienced catharsis. Tears were raining involuntarily and emotions were beyond I could bring. Catharsis, from the Greek κάθαρσις Katharsis meaning “purification” or “cleansing” (also literally from the Ancient Greek gerund Ancient Greek: καθαίρειν transliterated as kathairein “to purify, purge,” and adjective katharos “pure or clean” ancient and modern Greek: καθαρός), is a sudden emotional breakdown or climax that constitutes overwhelming feelings of great pity, sorrow, laughter, or any extreme change in emotion that results in renewal, restoration, and revitalization.
Time to open to my husband my secret life is now. “We all have seven secret lives. The life of excretion; the world of inappropriate sexual fantasies; our real hopes; our terror of death; our experience of shame; the world of pain; and our dreams. No one else ever knows these lives. Consciousness is solitary. Each person lives in that bubble universe that rests under the skull, alone“, I am reading in “Galileo’s Dream” by Kim Stanley Robinson.
“No one can tell you what is right for you except for yourself. So start telling yourself what to do. If you blunder for ten years while thinking for yourself, that is rich treasure when compared with living these ten years under the mental domination of another. The only true, honest and enriching authority is the internal authority of your own Supermind.” ~ Vernon Howard from The Power of Your Supermind
“It is better to “blunder for ten years while thinking for yourself” than to live those ten years under the mental domination of others because the greatest gift we can give ourselves is to be in integrity with our own, authentic values and if we’re constantly following someone else’s idea of what we should do (whether that “someone” is a parent or spouse or church/Bible/priest/etc.) we’re NEVER going to know what OUR truth is.” by Brian Johnston
As Vernon says: “Don’t look for someone in whom to believe. Believe in yourself. The only authentic authority is your own original nature.”
Our talking was about Our way, about our weakness and hopes, fears and dreams. Once our planets decided to be on the one orbit. We share the orbit for enlightening each other and lightening on the Universe. Before today our orbit was dotted shaped. There were punctures in our circle. Extraordinary act is in our aspiring to fix and connect dotted intervals. We are aspire to create a strong orbit to be connected. I love that process.
So welcome on the orbit my dear husband. Thank you for your wish to be with me and I know we will connect and fix our orbit.
Below a picture which visualizes the process of connection two sparkling worlds. You and me are connected to give a birth of something beautiful. “From single celled species came multicellular and so on. The universe moved on until it reached what it is today, in all it’s glory. …Towards the ultimate complexity.” from Shantaram
We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Love!
We are the Winners of Green Card Due to We are Pure Luck!